Saturday, January 30, 2016

Start at 10:35 - Bill Hicks and his "heroic dose"



"Now if that isn't a hazard to our country, how are we gonna keep building nuclear weapons?"


Wednesday, January 13, 2016

Honoring my Dad


Today is January 13, 2016
My father would have been 81 today
my father’s favorite number was 3
81 = 3 x 3 x 3 x 3

Once (sometime around 2010) I was meditating upon my father who died in 1979.
As I meditated upon my father I felt the compelling to draw a card from the Crop Circle Cards deck

I picked –

 

I will always recall that experience… it was like my Dad was saying, “I’m fine son and resting in a peaceful place.”

So a few minutes ago I was thinking of my Dad… today being January 13, 2016 – the day he would have been 81 and I happened to decide I needed to check an account balance at one of my banks.  This bank has a “token timer” which is used as part of their security process.  So with my mind lingering on my father I mechanically went through the protocol to access the account.

The token I was given lasts for 30 seconds.  When I saw the number I felt that “inner compelling” to add up the numbers which I rapidly did and BAM – 39.  I still had enough time to grab the screenshot.


What is additionally interesting is (as I mentioned above), my father’s favorite number was 3.  Note that 13 is the “Death Card” (I prefer to call it "Transition") in Tarot and is also the day number of his birthday…
3 x 13 =      yep, 39

[Added 2019-11-18]

In late September of this year (2019) I came upon a book entitled American Cosmic by D. W. Pasulka.  I experienced this book in a most amazing way making this book one of the books where the book literally came alive for me... stimulating all sorts of incredible synchronicities.  One particular experience occurred on Monday afternoon, September 30th, when I read the following:
"I also knew an experiencer who knew Tyler.  His interpretation of Tyler was informed by his belief in extraterrestrials and his Christian beliefs, so I wasn't that surprised when he told me that Tyler was probably an angel, which to him meant that he was a person who is part human and part extraterrestrial."
I immediately felt that amazing goose bumpy feeling and then felt that urge to "pick a card" from the Crop Circle Card deck which I couldn't actually do as I was sitting on the park bench (more about that in the future) and the cards were (of course) at home.  So I did the next best thing... I asked Google to grab me a random number between 0 and 63 (as the Crop Circle Card deck is 64 cards numbered 0 to 63 and I have all the cards memorized anyways)... and so BAM, I got the precise number I wanted to receive - 39.  And why did I want that number?  Because, in my English Language Gematria system, the word Angel adds to 39.

A = 1, N = 14, G = 7, E = 5, L = 12... add 'em up and you get - 39.

So, to recap - in no more than 45 seconds the following happened.  I read the above quoted text in Dr. Pasulka's book, I got that amazing goose bumpy feeling, I then felt the compelling to "pick a card" where I consciously thought (because I seemed to consciously know) I would pick the number 39... grabbed my phone and hit the Google voice button and said, "random number between 0 and 63" and BAM, 39 comes up.  In fact, I instantly took a screenshot because it has been my habit for years now to always grab as much artifacts as I can when the phenomena arises.  The event occurred between no earlier than 12:56 PM and no later than 12:57:59 PM as the time stamp of the screenshot is 12:57.  Again, it all took place in less than 45 seconds.



Ahhhh but there's more.  Pasulka was discussing "downloads." I am friends with a man who I will call Rob who has told me of his experience in receiving a powerful download while he was in a special chamber in one of the famous Egyptian pyramids.  And so I called Rob soon after I reached a stopping point in American Cosmic.  I mentioned the download commentary I had just read in Pasulka's book and Rob began to tell me a story of when he was young.  The details of the story are many but the reason I am writing about it here is that at one point in his story, Rob tells me that he was actually flat broke save for some change he had in his pocket whereby he stated the exact amount of change.

I stopped him mid sentence and said... "Wait a minute... did you say exactly xx cents?  That exact amount?  You actually remember the exact amount?" He assured me it was that exact amount.  Note that the story involved his experience with a dolphin where he was allowed to swim with a dolphin that was in an enclosed dolphin preserve.  The reason he told me the story was because when I spoke with him about the download experience, I told him I thought the language that he might have experienced in the pyramid goes by the name "Enochian Language" which is supposed to be the language of the Angels according to John Dee, the infamous occultist (among many other achievements) from the 16th Century.  Rob believed it was that very language the dolphin was using to communicate with him.  It was just after he told me this that he then said (paraphrased), "I will never forget that day because I found myself flat broke save for the xx cents in my pocket..."

So surely you, the reader has guessed at the amount of change Rob told me he had, but to make sure it doesn't slip by... yes, it was 39 cents.  39s all over the place.  What are "they" trying to tell me?  The question I always ask, often afraid to ever know the answer.

Moments later, I ended the call and that's when I went back to Pasulka's book to write my notes (as I constantly document these amazing synchronicities) and that's when I had to laugh as the quote above that started it all is found on page... (drum roll please) - 39!

[Added 2019-12-23]

I had just completed writing this post (posted on the Skeptiko Forum) - read here

At the end of the post (the second to last paragraph), I refer to the most profound synchronicity string I ever experienced... one that was centered upon my father and a possible "double life" he may have led prior to his death in 1979.  Note again the theme of this post - angels and the number 39.

So, just after completing the post and with my father on my mind, I picked up the notes written by the only psychic/medium I ever went to - which happened just a few weeks ago on December 12, 2019.  I re-read what she had written.  Here's a scan of what she wrote.



"Your father comes through as being young when he passed..."  Dad was 44 and the cause of death was suicide.

"...and he passed quietly."  My Dad had lost his wife (my step-mother) to cancer just three months prior and had used her cancer pain medication (which she refused to use) to take his own life.  How ironic her desire "to face her condition with a clear mind" facilitated his death... but perhaps he would have used one of his guns, who knows.  It was easy for us to conclude he was distraught and that's why he committed suicide.

"He is with his second wife (R) sound."  Her name is Ginger with the R very evident in how her name sounds when spoken.

"I feel he had a separate life."  I prefer not share the details that followed regarding his separate life so I have cut that out.

"He is a big guardian angel of you.  He has a great spirit."


And so again... it all circles around.  Angel... 39... my Dad.